greatest pals

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Asalamualaikum and Hello,

I'd be lying if I say I don't love my friends. These people, whether or not we have changed groups and even cut ties with each other, are the reason why school was eventful. So, here's my melodramatic high school friends appreciation post.

2013;2015

This was several groups, collected into one giant, connected group. There were childish fights and I dread being around these loud children sometimes, but you'd be kidding if you think there wasn't tension and a little annoyance in friendship. My caption for the first group picture on instagram was "hoping it will never end", but it did. Who would thought it would? Even when I'm glad some ties were broken, I can't deny that I missed those days where we would all take up one section of the canteen just for us to celebrate or simply to eat, considering how loud and huge our group is. We grew close, even when we didn't have to. Our classes were side by side, which was the catalyst to our then unbreakable bond. I know we've all moved on, and the whatsapp group left abandoned, but just know how precious this friendship was, some part of it, at least. But good things don't last forever. I'm only speaking from my side, so, thank you, all of you, for being my friend even if it only lasted for three, nine years.

2016

Upper secondary felt like three different acts to me, the first act; apocalypse, the second act; aftermath, and the third and final act; settling down. The first two acts takes place is 2016, and things go south way too quickly. However bad and confusing the situation was, I am going to sugarcoat it and relive the sweet moments that I did not push away. We are not close anymore but what we had was fun and love reminiscing on our moments. Even if diss have broken up and we're all all over the place and our channel will never make its reboot, I love you. Even if now waving each other goodbyes and hi's are awkward and we side against each other, and even if there are no desire or need to be my friend anymore. But just know that I'm here if someone needs a listener, and its really okay if you don't want me to. Also, I'm sorry if I ever hurt any of you, it was dumb of me to think hurting you was alright, I am sorry.

2017

(a representation of how crazy and uncontrollable we are)

These lot. What an incredible bunch. Started with a helping hand and similar hatred, we clicked in no time. Old bonds from primary school was tighten and relived. There is also some drama in 2017 and still, let me sugarcoat it. It was hard to love new friends, for me. Sure, past groups were huge but I still find comfort in a small company, but oh boy, this group proved to me with the right people, a big group can be just as exciting, harder to handle at shopping malls(believe me) but still, its so much fun. As if finally I feel like I belong and I want to belong. So, thank you, for not making me feel like an outsider and including me as much as you can. Thank you for being friendly and inviting me into your lives. You lot are sometimes hard to deal with but I love you too much to let go. In the past I've sheltered myself from loving others as trusting someone to like you and have them have the same impression of you is scary, and you guys pushed me to love and feel again. I love you more that you can imagine. It was fun working out together, too.

Honorary mentions for two of the best of all